I Finally Let It Go

This was not intended to be a post, but since i love to be honest and open, i wanted to share this with u all. feel free to comment. <3


so i finally let it go.


everytied string that held me up like a showcase

and displayed me unwillingly

left me out in the open to be ridiculed to my face

no remorse no sympathy

i finally let it go

each moment of shame that i hid from

each second of pain that i endured with a river of tears

all the days of longing for victory to be won

after battling with countless cases of nothing for years

i finally let it go

the retracing my steps in fear of continuing a path alone

in a world where secrets shadow the truth like a lost soul

but i found wat it was all along

it was you who had nowhere to go

and i foolishly led the way for you to gain knowledge of what no longer concerns you

because frankly i couldnt leave u in the dark without a guide

i lowered myself off of the pedestool

and catered to your pride.

i finally let it go

no more of that exists

because our last kiss was when i no longer thought of your lips

when i couldnt see a glimps of what u meant to me

i cant say ur engrained in my memory

because u made it so easy to forget

i cant regret

because ur efforts were successful, i laugh about it seldomly

when it comes to mind

the little part of my life

that used to seem so grand, so magnified

shriveled into a mirror image of you

a figment of my imagination

because i cannot bring myself to believe that i actually gave u a role in any scene

that of all my experiences, everything ive been through

it took all ur endless picking and hacking a breaking

u were looking to pound me into a fine composition of lifeless limestone that would blow away

but instead u amazing miner, you

you struck gold!

and i can never thank you enough for showing me my own treasures, leaving me with stories untold

waiting to enlighten the world with a lesson of how to trust forever

i finally let it go.